Exhausted

(The title doesn't fit with what is written in the blog, but it is the emotion I felt when I wrote it. My close friends know what I'm talking about)

Everyone that thinks i've got it so damn together .... has no clue how bad im falling out... I'm like a teddy bear thats been through the family for 3 generations, been in the washing machine, dish washer, stains, the garbage disposal, has stuffing sticking out of it here there and everywhere, looks like its gonna shred to pieces with one touch, and gets tossed around so that while everyone's having fun with it, it's amazing...but wen they get bored just toss it to the next person or put in the dryer for fun. Frankly, this teddy bear needs to be sewed up and held or tossed in the bin for once and for all.